| Location | Eastbourne |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 28/08/2007 |
| Date of Death | 28/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,753 since 23/09/2008 |
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Well I found out on 26th July 2007 (Ashlee's Babi's (Daddy) birthday, that we were pregnant! we couldnt have been happier! i had already had cravings for ice lollies and custard, so kind of knew i was pregnant before i done the test.
things went okay the first week and then i started bleeding slightly, went to hospital to the early pregnancy unit, and they said there was nothing they could do and to come back in 10 days for another scan, anyway, had a couple more scans, one in which they could see bubba, but no heartbeat, and the next one they could see bubba but again no heartbeat, and they said i was probably out with my dates, and baby was not as many weeks as i had thought.
i carried on, hoping things would be okay, and i enjoyed being pregnant, and carried on the cravings for ice cream and custard, mcflurrys were definitely on the menu! we planned for the future and i even bought some little clothes(couldnt help myself).
my hubby had to go back and visit his home country, to see his dad, who was very ill, and it was then that things started going wrong, i had pains in my back, and on 27th august i had really bad back ache and on 28th august 2007, while at my friends house, i miscarried, i knew what had happened but the hospital couldnt see me, they said wait til the morning as there was nothing they could do as i was only 8 weeks gone:(
went to the hospital the next day and they confirmed it, baby had gone:( i decided on a natural miscarriage for what was left (baby had left me the day before) and it took a good few weeks for my hcg levels to come back to normal.
i miss my baby so much and i wish more than anything that this had not happened and i would have a baby here with me,. instead i have an angel to be a mummy to.
i always referred to my bump as she and her, so i thought she must be a girl, and i decided on the name Ashlee as my late auntie used to call my hubby that as she couldnt say his name.
my hubby was away during this time so i had to go through this kind of alone, i stayed at my sisters but really wanted my hubby home:(
i kept wishing it was a mistake and that when the next scan was done to see the miscarriage progress they would say they had been mistaken and there is babys heartbeat but it didnt happen:(
i miss my baby with all my heart and soul and wish so much things could have been different, but they werent, so now i am mummy to an angel, love you Ashlee, xxxx
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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~ GOODNIGHT GODBLESS ANGEL ~
`♥ Christmas Without You`♥
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie
mummy love you always princess
hello my princess,
mummys sorry she hasnt been on here in a long time, its just too hard to put my feelings in ink as it were,
but i think about you every day and as you know i talk to you every day your my special little star and for the rest of forever i will love you with all my heart and soul.,
xxxx
~x~ Easter Blessings ~x~
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~ LEGEND OF THE DOGWOOD ~
(As sung by Wilma Lee and Stoney Cooper)
VERSE 1:
There is a lovely story, a legend though it be.
It tells how blessed Jesus was pitied by a tree.
'Twas in the days when Jesus this earth did walk upon.
The dogwood tree was larger. Its wood was firm and strong.
CHORUS:
How beautiful the story! the legend of a tree
That sorrowed for dear Jesus on cruel Calvary.
It proves that if we love Him, a blessing we'll receive,
Just as the lovely story of the lowly dogwood tree.
NARRATION:
At the time of the crucifixion, the dogwood attained the size of the oak and other forest trees.
So strong and firm was the wood of it, that it was chosen for the timber of the cross.
To be used for such a cruel purpose greatly distressed the tree;
And Jesus sensed this, smiled upon it, and in His gentle pity for sorrow said to it,
"Because of your regret and pity for my suffering, I make you this promise:
Never again shall the dogwood grow enough to be used for a cross.
Henceforth it shall be slender and bent and twisted;
And its blossoms shall be in the form of a cross: two long petals and two short petals;
And in the center of the outer edge of each petal, there'll be the nail prints brown with rust and stained with blood;
And the center of the flowers will be an image of the crown of thorns;
And all who see it will remember that it was upon the dogwood tree I was crucified;
And this tree shall not be mutilated or destroyed, but cherished as a reminder of my death upon the cross."
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Two petals long, two petals short, a symbol of the cross.
On each, the print of nails and blood, which pictures Jesus lost.
In the center of each flower, the crown of thorns can see.
And so is told the legend of the lowly dogwood tree.
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♥MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL♥
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There's a very special place beyond the skies above
somewhere very peaceful that is full of light and Love
That special place is Heaven, where you're free to laugh and roam
it was your time to go there so the angels took you home
And though you're in our thoughts each day throughout the year
at special times like Christmas we all Wish you could be here
Now you're in a better place,your soul is laid to rest
safe with all the Angels for they only take the best.
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Merry Chrismas to all the angles I like to sent my love to each and everone of you angles
bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from mommy
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now
A poem mummy wrote for you Princess
Ashlee,
When I'm feeling lonely,
Sad and oh so blue,
I sit a while and think,
And it brings me closer to you.
For heaven is your playground,
And star catching is your game,
But when I need you close to me,
I just call out your name.
And then you fly on angel wings,
And sit real close to me,
It's then I know, forever more,
Apart we will never be.
For even though I can't hold you,
Or touch you or even see,
Whether I'm on earth or in heaven,
I'll always be your mummy!
I Love You my angel princes..
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These are my footprints
So perfect and small
These tiny footprints
Never touched the ground at all.
Not one tiny footprint for now I have wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for Other things
You will hear my tiny footprints in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angels tears of joy and not from pain.
You will see my tiny footprints in each butterflies lazy dance.
I`ll let you know I'm with you ,If you give me the chance.
You will see my tiny footprints in the rustle of leaves
I will whisper names into the winds and call each one that grieves.
Most of all, these tiny footprints and are found on mummy and daddy`s hearts cause even though i`m gone now we`ll never truly part
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Tributes for Week Commencing 13th September
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FOR MONDAY
Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.
FOR TUESDAY
We who love you, sadly miss you,
As it dawns another year,
In our lonely hours of thinking,
Thoughts of you are ever near.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Always a smile, instead of a frown,
Always a hand, when one is down,
Always true, thoughtful and kind,
Wonderful memories they left behind.
FOR THURSDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
FOR FRIDAY
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
FOR SATURDAY
I thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
And days before that too,
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
All I have are memories
And your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake
With which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping
I have you in my heart.
FOR SUNDAY
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
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bigs hugs from me to you and your
family and friends that you miss you ever day
but in our hearts forever you will not be
forgoten you take care love from me
Sylvie mommy of Samantha
Belanger hugs and XXXX
bye for now good
night
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEE
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends Ashlee
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEE
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love you take care big hugs to you
and your family that miss you ever
day more then words can say take
care bye for now love from me
Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger
Happy Birthday
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BIG HUGS ASHLEE
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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